Showing posts with label personal artwork. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal artwork. Show all posts

Sunday, November 4, 2018

My college sketchbook discovery

Looking for something on my bookshelves yesterday, I came across several black bound sketchbooks from drawing classes and painting classes, taught by professors Alex Minewski and Alex Martin (I adored them both), during college in the early 1970s, in New Paltz NY.  The sketchbooks are filled with drawings such as the articulating cube study of a couple of boots, above.  But what especially intrigued me was discovering a number of assignments written on the inside covers of the sketchbooks. 
We were never given a finite number of drawings to do; instead, we were told to do "endless" articulating cube studies of hands, or drawings of the bases of trees, etc.  Whatever the topic, the number of required drawings was always "endless".  Many drawing assignments refer to the book The Natural Way to Draw by Kimon Nicolaides.
 *By the way, the paper in these sketchbooks is white, though maybe a little discolored by time.  But nowhere near as yellow as they appear in these photos.


Along with drawing assignments, I evidently wrote down assignments for a Freshman Studio class in the same sketchbook.  I remember finding them very obscure and confusing.  I didn't like the teacher.
I  recall doing a vividly colorful abstract painting based on the work of Hans Hoffmann, And then, suddenly, I was instructed to tear open a hole in the painting, for a reason I never totally understood.  I'm guessing it had something to do with getting us to understand that our work was not so precious, and not to be afraid to explore how it could be transformed.  But I had really liked the painting, and the transformation never sat well with me.  I got rid of the painting after the end of the semester. 

If I ever did the drawings of ears, I must have been so embarrassed by them that I made them magically disappear, because they are nowhere to be found in my bound sketchbooks.  But there's plenty of gestures and cube studies of hands...  Even then I was smitten with Flair pens, one of my drawing tools of choice.  I also favored soft pencils and charcoal.
 The sketchbooks have lots of drawings - gestures, cube studies, weight drawings, contours, etc, done of friends doing yoga in the lounge my roommates sleeping or hanging out, and so on.


I especially recalled some of the weekend painting assignments, such as drawing and painting in the old Huguenot cemetery in the town, and a weekend painting assignment based on a still life of a (very smelly) fish on a platter in the painting studio.  But I have no idea what ever happened to most of these paintings, or most of the drawings and paintings I did in college, both in class or as out-of-class assignments. 

I did a bunch of Rouault studies, as well as studies from other artists, in my sketchbooks.  Somewhere in my house I actually still have the self-portrait that I did working in the style of Rouault. 
 And then there's this bit of wisdom, straight out of Mr. Minewski's mouth to my sketchbook.
The sketchbooks of that era were vastly different than the much more journal-based sketchbooks students do today, and I suspect the drawing and painting classes were vastly different as well.  While we were asked to research various artists, we were not asked to keep written notes or reflections in our sketchbooks.  We did absolutely no copying of images from magazines or books or photographs, other than studies of the work of famous artists.  And of course we didn't have cell phones or tablets and such, and honestly, I am glad that we used observation as our primary source of inspiration.  Other than the famous artists studies, ALL of our drawing and painting was done from observation, or at least based on observation with expressive interpretation of what we saw.  We learned, in painting class, to model form using color.  We learned to manipulate the weight of our line and to explore the way forms bent and twisted.  While a lot has changed for me in the decades since my college education, I'm glad that this was the way my education as an artist began.  I'm working to rediscover the skills I learned at that time! 
I hope I haven't bored you too much!!

Thursday, February 1, 2018

I am not a portrait artist: Throwback Thursday

I was cleaning up my studio today (it doubles as a guest bedroom and my adult son will be home visiting this weekend, and I've been painting a bunch so the studio was a MESS).  Anyhow, I started digging through some old portfolios, and I came across a batch of self-portraits from various stages of life...  The one above is from sometime in the late 1970's or early 1980's.  I was teaching high school, including a class in darkroom photography.  The drawing was done from a self-portrait photo that I took and processed/printed myself in the school darkroom, using a graph to draw.  Yes, when I was young my hair was dark!  Very dark!  And that's a granny square afghan my mom made for me, that I still have. I used to wear contact lenses, which is why I'm not wearing glasses in the photo and drawing.  I have never been confident about drawing myself, though I've done it many dozens of times.  I find my own face very difficult, with no clearly defined cheekbones.

My first self-portrait attempt (at least the first one that I still actually have) is this oil painting below that I did in high school, probably when I was  about 14 or 15, looking in a mirror to paint.  Such a happy child.....  Not..  (The photo on the right is from November, so kinda what I look like now.) 
Anyhow, it's very hard for me to imagine there was ever a time where I wore a pink blouse with ruffles down the front, but evidently I did.  I got contact lenses when I was 16 and then pierced my ears, so I'm wearing glasses in this painting but no earrings.  Ironically, the frames look a lot like the frames I'm wearing nowadays.  I guess I've come full circle...  (Though now I'm wearing earrings.  Back then, I thought you shouldn't wear earrings and glasses at the same time.  Too much stuff on your face.  That now seems totally ridiculous; I never leave the house without earrings these days!)

The drawing above, never finished, is from sometime during the same time period as the first drawing, also from a black and white photo self-portrait, using a grid to draw.  Not only was my hair dark, I had cut it short for the first time in my life.

 A couple years later, perms were the 'thing', and I jumped on the bandwagon.  This drawing below is from that time period, mid-80's, using a mirror.  I have no idea why I'm wearing my glasses and not contacts.  I look very young in this drawing, I think!

The photo collage piece below I think was made in the late 70's or early 80's, using a photo of me from my college days, when my hair was very long. 
The photo was solarized and altered in the darkroom repeatedly (by me), and mounted on mat board. The images on board were cut out with an Exact-o knife and fit together, so the piece is somewhat layered.  Below is a closeup.

I did these two drawings below much more recently, maybe 4 years ago, as part of a drawing--a-day challenge with specific 'assignments'.  I don't think the one of the right looks anything like me, but it appears to be my first self-portrait where I actually cracked a smile!

The last photo below is of few random paintings made while working along with students on various self-portrait assignments.  I stopped wearing my contact lenses around 1990, so these were all made after that.   I still have the question mark earring; the other earring is an exclamation point!  The painting on the left was done along with some high school freshman using mirrors for their self-portraits.  In the middle, a grid assignment done with 6th graders, and on the right, a 3rd grade assignment that I've previously blogged about here.  If you hop over to that post, which is about observational drawing, plan to scroll down a bit to see this particular project! 

I hope you've enjoyed my nostalgic stroll through some less-than-successful personal art!